Hating my allergy. Am yearning for it to be cured completely. But it takes time. I have to avoid mirrors. Cos it'll make me feel depress. And if I can avoid crowds, I avoid. If I can avoid going out, I avoid. No lifer for now, cos I don't have the mood to do anything. 7th anniversary's 13 days away and I'm not abit excited yet. Sigh much?
Parents also worried bout my condition. Going around helping me ask for good dermatologists. I have like 3 pending clinics alr. Am determine to complete my first dermatologist's medication that has been ongoing for 2 months. People told me that it'll take around 3 mths to be cured. So I will just continue for 1 more mth. Afterwhich, I'll switch.
And am losing my appetite. People say avoid eating chicken, eggs, fried food, chili, dark stuffs, preserved food. Ok I avoid. I'm left with a few varieties which i'm sick of eating it every day and I rather don't eat.
Bryan's friend knows face reading, saw me and said I will have downfall when am 32nd - 33rd of age. Prolly on health. Better be safe than sorry. I NEED to learn to take care of my health.
So depressed. It's like the end of the world.
But I'll never say never.
♥Jazxoxo
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